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2008-12-21
ThankYous Part I

Because JiaJia kept asking me to blog about her, I think I'll just do my THANKYOUS - PART I now cos I SUPER GOT FU WHOOOOOOOOO!

In just pure random order,

Becca&Orange; It's been crazy fun & great working with these two choreographers. I found it so difficult to thank them separately because everything I wanna say to one, applies to the other too.

Both have been so great to us freshie girls, to me. Taking the extra time&effort to help us out, finding every possible way to help us improve our showmanship, clean our steps&make them neater, let us showcase our unique individual character on stage, bring out the best in us.

Always so patient & hopeful, having the faith in us, to make us better. Beliving in us, that we would bring the house down on that stage.

It's been 3months since I've known them, & yesterday I wished I could go back to three months ago. Today, I remember that I have many more three months with them (:
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Farid; During the second freshie item practice, you were so fierce, I got a shock of my life. But then at the next practice, you were so patient to help me with my questions, when I couldn't get the steps. You were so great with encouraging all of us, saying that we were crazy dope, that we were so great.

I believe you.

& because you said that, I hanged on to the faith that us freshies could be great on stage. & because of you, I felt that encouragement really does help bring out the better side of people (:
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Karen; Boy am I thankful I got to know you better through Alexis. It was like, after camp when I saw you, you didn't seem to remember me, & I thought that maybe I would never be good friends with this girl. But then it changed, & I can safely say that because of you, NRA seems so much more a family to me than before.

All our lil moments of whispering & fangiriling hehes. I miss them now, but I believe they'll be back. Because the same "vegetarian" blood runs in us XD

& you were so helpful with cleaning up my steps. It made me so touched that you kept teaching me the same move again&again that one night that Ann came & called us up in small groups.

I'm so thankful for you (:
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Louis; Boy can I ever forget that night at Clarke Quay with the girls, you suddenly really talked to me. I got a big shock. Because that night really changed my impression of you. No more Mr.-Cool-Guy.

You were just Louis.

A funny, crazy cranky, friendly, so full of emotions, Louis.

You've been a great friend, & I feel contented to know that I am your friend. Because you really are a great person, you can be strong, & I do hope I can make you strong too, because you certainly have made me strong (:

Alexis; GREAT PINK! Finally Alexis' turn! :D

I think I can say that if there's no Alexis, there won't be today's Wenmei. I would probably be sitting in one corner, glad that Danzation is over, be prepared to leave NRA, & yar just get on with life.

But no, because somehow we became good friends, & you, just knowing you has changed my life in NRA.

You pulled me deeper in NRA. Because of you, I am tied up in this great club I can feel as Family.

You always helped me whenever you could, you smiled for me when I was happy, your heart ached for me when you knew mine was in pain.

But you are in my heart now, & you always will be, because I've given a part of it to you.

There are moments when I get fedup with you because you seemed so weak & dependent, but then that's how you are, & I love you the way you are, because that's the Alexis I knew, I know, & I always want to know & be friends with (:
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Juu; Ahhh the girl, the one that I can say we've had so much similar feelings about NRA that we could've just quit NRA together.

Firstly, I'm so so so so so so so sorry I almost lost you, or rather, you almost lost me. Because I really almost lost my way home after knowing Alexis&Karen more.

I would groan & wonder why Juu kept clinging on to me.

But then I remember that that's what friend do. & I am so glad you clinged on to me, because I AM GOING TO CLING ONTO YOU NOW TOO!

We've known each other for the longest time since our auditions. We've gone through the same feelings of hopelessness, wanting to give up, motivated, loved, loving, wanting to do this together, everything (:

You've been so so so great. You've always captured many of my memories. But do you know, that you're in my memories too?

& seriously, I love the way you call me WenWen, like honestly I cringe when other people call me that, but when you do, I feel loved, I feel warmth, because it is that sincere.

We've lost our way from NRA, but Danzation has certainly changed us, ahsn't it? It has made us stronger, when I was kinda hopeless about how it was turning out initially.

I think now we can say that we've found our way home, together.
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JiaJia; Gawd if I don't include you in this entry I should just no post it.

Firstly,

JIAJIA YOU WERE
AWESOME!

Not just because you asked me to say it, but you really were. I honestly didn't even notice what kick you got. Gawd I didn't even notice you were injured. I only remember the awesome show you put up, the pulling of hair, slamming of head, the fierce look, the super (y) performance.

& of course your bboy performance because I always loved the way you do it :D

Whoa I still remembered when we made our way to NRA Audtions together. You were so determined to get in, so nervous & all. & I thought you all were crazy.

But when you got in, I was happy for you. Really, really happy.

During NRA Freshie Camp Bonding Night, when you kept being called on stage, I feared for you, whether you'd be viewed as stuckup or proud. But I felt proud of you, that you were so talented.

Oh gawd I AM DAMN GLAD WE'RE IN THE SAME CLASS CAN.

Cos you are like so funny & so random & because of you I saw Ah-Han again YAY :D

You've always been so sweet to help me buy Onigiri! Ahhhh you'll always be my Onigiri khaki!

&&& yes everytime I asked you for help with the Freshie Girls' dance! You'd always teach me, & teach Juu for me cos I sucked crazy pok at it & kept teaching the wrong stuff!

&&& YOU ALWAYS VISITED ME AT WORK TO CURE MY BOREDOM! & of course helped me make a $3 sales HAHAHAHAS XD

Actually everytime I tell you SARANGHAEYO, it's not just random, although it is random, you're one of those that I can say it with FU yaknow.

Because I am happy when I'm with you (:
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OKAY PART I IS DONE!
I'll do Part II another time, cos I am dead beat. & the flu bug's taking over me.

One last thing about the Freshie video that I saw just now.

I WAS CRAZY TOUCHED OKAY!

Seriously, I cried cos I was so overwhelmed&touched.

The feeling was awesomeeeeeeeeee!

So many feelings, so many thoughts, but I think that the most important thing that I thought while watching the video was that;

I didn't see A Wenmei or A Juu or An Alexis inside,

I saw the whole batch of us,
dancing TOGETHER

(:




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at 11:09 p.m. . on 2008-12-21